Burning House dedicated to my babies

Burning House by Cam

dedicated to my daughter and 5 sons whom I miss so much

I had a dream about a burning house

You were stuck inside I couldn't get you out

 I Lay beside you and pulled you close  

And the two of us went up in smoke

Love isn't all

That it seems I did you wrong

I'll Stay here with you

Until this dream is gone

(chorus)

I've been sleepwalking

been wandering all night

Trying to take what's lost and broke and make it right

I've been sleepwalking

Too close to the fire

But it's the only place that I can hold you tight

In this burning house

 

I see you at a party (in a picture) and you look the same

I could take you back

But people don't ever change

Wish that we could go back in time

I'd be the one (mom) you thought you'd find

 

Live isn't all

that it seems I did you wrong

I'll stay here with you

until this dream is gone

 

I've been sleepwalking

been wandering all night

Trying to take what's lost and broke

and make it right

I've been sleepwalking

too close to the fire

But it's the only place that I can hold you tight

in this burning house

 

The flames are getting bigger now

In this burning house

I can hold onto you somehow

in this burning house

oh and I don't want to wake up

in this burning house

 

I've been sleepwalking

too close to the fire

trying to take what's lost and broke and make it right

I've been sleepwalking

too close to the fire

But it's the only place that I can hold you tight

in this burning house

 

*lyrics in ( ) are my version of the actual lyrics

 

 

too my daughter, who I let down without realizing I was doing so. I'm sorry for ever allowing them the opportunity to hurt you and your brothers so much. I promise you my dear, I have only done as they have asked. until now. I cannot continue to have no contact with you. I believe you have blocked me from calling you, otherwise you would have heard from me. I love you, I always will, more than life itself. I am nothing without ya'll. If you wonder if I would feel this way, had I ever known another life besides being a mom, I can assure you, that yes I would. I chose to be a mom, I was not forced into it. I chose it over and over again, and I still do, everyday, even though ya'll are not with me. I live my life like ya'll will be home any moment. It's the only way I can continue to live with this extreme emptiness.